Today I wonder if I will ever be the same. Things go great and suddenly your world is turned upside down. I started my day with the usual amount of inthusiasm, which is about the same as an obese panda would for running a marathon, and I couldn't help but wonder if I was stuck in a rut. As the day carried on, I grew more comfortable and loosened up a bit; cracking jokes, talking to friends, and learning as much as our school system would allow.
After the school bell had signaled a much awaited end to the school day, I stumbled upon Emily in the hall, whom I quickly kidnapped to my house to watch Sex and the City and relax a bit with. We assumed our roles as best friends quickly as new inside jokes and laughter spewed forth from our bodies.
At Emily's departure I began to charge my Ipod when I received an urgent call from my sister, a women who I later learned was in great peril. Suffice to say, my mood completely changed and I have been thrown into a world of chaos and confusion. But I remained strong for my sister and said all the right things, an ability I learned I had after I stopped planning what to say.
All I can say for sure is, day by day, all we can do is our best, and can't be expected to do anything more.