Big Romance, a Friend, and A Start Of Something Great

Sometimes life takes away everything happy. It leaves you alone, hurt, and wishing it was over.
Other times, it makes you feel so alive, full of raw, and beautiful emotion. I find myself growing more and more attracted to Big. He's kind, funny, and we think about things in the same way. I can't believe that I've really found someone that makes me happy in a romantic way. It's all happening so fast too!
I can see Romeo and I know exactly how he feels. I've realized that things can change for the better and I know now what the future can hold. My dreams will keep me soft and warm.
Big plans tomorrow, I get to see Big and hopefully we can move foreward. I was surprised to find that he feels much like I do!
Emily came over today, we watched a bit of antm, and laughing our asses off! As per usual.
Not that she's gone I'm a bit lonely but Big is keeping me amused through our texts, and as for life, I'm ready for tomorrow.

Ice Cream, Couches, Abortions, and The Church of Judgement

Sometimes you have to wonder what would happen if people acted the way they did alone all of the time. Today started in a heap of confusion (don't they all : D) and all had been well. I felt a bit odd; the day was moving slow and yet fast at the same time... During guidence seminar I was a bit down because of my low gpa. We were talking about colleges and I kept wondering if I was hopeless myself. Much to my surprise I found I could do well in a standard college.
After school me and Emily decided to frolic downtown to Crazy Jane's, a truly crazy place in which pictures attack you and tables are too small to seat two. We sucked down our drinks and laughed at our personal jokes (PAM IS DEAD!) and skipped over to dance class of doom and Ts.
I encountered a couch with the magical ability to force one into sleep, and I watched a riveting show called "Mononoke" in which a woman was attempting to keep her unborn baby protected from lab coated abortion minions of evil! Under the couch's influence I dozed off into a state of comatose, soon relieved by Emily's arrival post-dance.
With a hug and a snug we were off to the library, which we found to be developed into a cyber-prison of change.
Two dollars later we were on the computers signing up for BLOGGER!
About twenty minutes later we strolled over to the church to babysit some kids (poor kids)
and food, glorious glorious food!
An assholy pastor and a few inferrals later me and Emily were officially a couple! (Last time I checked I still love penis) But in the true Emily way we brushed it off and had a nice phone conversation.
I guess in the end all you need is a friend, ice cream, and a good phone call.